i think i've finally learned the meaning of the phrase "growing apart." i never really understood that... but now i think i do. i'm having to learn to let go of people... in more than one way. it's kinda a bittersweet feeling. you feel terrible that you let it slip through your fingers, and yet good because you've finally learned to let things be as they will and get on with your life.
i went to drop my sister off at the latin dinner and actually ended up staying... i didn't eat anything, but i had fun telling dumb stories... and listening to mandy laugh uncontrollably about something that no one else understood... but that's okay cause i do that all the time... as i'm sure you've learned by now.
i think i'm about the weirdest person i know... anyone else agree with me? seriously... i don't know how many times i said something the wrong way or did something terribly stupid tonight... oh well... i guess i wouldn't be the same sarah you all know and at least pretend to love if i wasn't that way...