in the end...

sometimes that song just describes life, ya know? at least i spent the day away from school with the juniors and got my mind off some things... but then i had to go talk to Mel and, while it helped so much, it also put my mind back on such topics as did not improve my mood. lol. oh well... you can't avoid things and just expect them to go away, i suppose. i guess it depends on the issue at hand. but this one won't at least. but it's really not much of anything that i can do something about. well, i'm the only one that can really do anything about it at the moment. i hate having to be vague... and i'm sure it's bothering you too so how about i just stop with the idle complaints... and on to brighter subjects...
it's almost thanksgiving weekend. my day yesterday was actually really great, cause i got invited to the bachelorette party and got to know Jake better and then talked to adam about some things. jake's really quite hilarious. haha! and it was just a lot of fun doing something totally ordinary. kinda. anyways... my weekend was pretty good, but still rather busy from the play. i'm having a lot of fun with that. apparently the cast party's at my house now. this was kinda a suprise when i walked home this afternoon, but i guess as long as no one else minds, i'm fine. anyways, i'd better stop here... i'll write again later


you knew i'd love you anyway
so you thought you'd test my trust
and before i knew it you were gone
and i was drawing pictures in your dust
the trail you're on is so steep
that i'm sure you'll fall back down
and when you do i hope you learn
to stand on level firmer ground

well i'd love to have a smile on my face
if i could only get past what you say
and breathing wouldn't be so hard
if you didn't take my breath away
but i don't have a choice
and you don't hear my voice
so i guess i'll hit the pavement again today

this life has no color
if you see in black and white
so how can it be interesting
when you only get out at night
you miss the real intent
behind the things you think you see
and you never really take the time
to apply yourself to me

well i'd love to have a smile on my face
if i could only get past what you say
and breathing wouldn't be so hard
if you didn't take my breath away
but i don't have a choice
and you don't hear my voice
so i guess i'll hit the pavement again today